And I feel like wasting my days, And I can't see what's coming on, And I can't say it will all be fine. And I can't help thinking we grew up too fast, No I can't help thinking we grew up too fast. And I know, I know, I know this won't last, a second longer than it has.

I never feel good enough for you. I feel like you should have someone so much better than me. I really don't know why you like me at all. I'm no fun. You always seem to have more fun hanging out with your other friends, and tell me how you have the best nights of you life with them. When you tell me that it makes me want to cry because I can't give you the best night of your life. I don't understand why you want anything to do with me. I'm not a good girlfriend. I'm boring, uninteresting, out of shape, a mess, I have no friends, I don't make you happy, I'm not good for anything. I feel so useless to you sometimes. I'm usually just pretty useless to everyone. I don't know what to do. I cry at night, I don't feel like I mean anything to you. I don't know how much longer this will last. I'm so confused and I always feel hurt. I like you so much and you make me so happy. But I'm not good enough for you </3