You Are Oxygen

Yay! We have no hot water! I fucking love my life! Just kidding my life has been pretty damn amazing lately. This is just a really bad morning but hopefully it will get better. Okay, so yeah, there's no hot water. That means I can't take a shower because I am sure not taking an ice cold shower this morning. And that also means I now have a bunch of time in the morning that I could be doing homework or getting more sleep with but i decided to write a blog instead. Seems like a good choice to me. Oh and by the way, since i can't shower, I'm washing myself with rags.... Doesn't get much hotter than that. The things I have to deal with sometimes people can only imagine dealing with lol. I could easily say the same about myself only imagining what it's like to deal with something. I've always wished i could experience all the hardship people went through. I feel like it would  make me such a strong person, but it would probably really fuck with my head too. On the other hard though! Everything has been going quite great for me lately. I've been getting so much closer to my boyfriend and I'm starting to really fall for him. That scares me though because I've never fallen for someone as fast as I fell for him. We've only been dating for almost two months and he already means the world to me, and I'd do anything for him. I don't know why I fell for him so fast, but I'm hoping it's because of something good; like he's just perfect for me, or we're like really meant to be together. He makes me so happy, it's not even funny. He's the first person in a long time that has been able to truly make me happy. I really don't know how he does it. Anyways, I'm going to wash myself with a rag....