Monday, October 10, 2011

You make me happy, whether you know it or not. We should be happy, that's what I said from the start. I am so happy, knowing you are the one that I'll love for the rest of my days.

Babe you truly are amazing. You might not have the best of manners, you might not be able to pay for me (or yourself lol), you might think about yourself to much sometimes, and you might not realize that some of the things you do hurt me. You're not perfect, you're really far from it. But you're amazing. I saw a side of you today that I haven't seen before. You got angry and you started throwing things. I didn't like it one bit and I knew if I wasn't there you would have done worse. So I held you and you told me I was making it worse and that you didn't want me to hold you. That hurt so much. I couldn't keep the tears back no matter how hard I tried. I understand things are very hard for you and you do have problems with your anger. I made a mistake today by trying to get you to stop by holding you. I should have given you space, I learned my lesson. I know you learned your lesson as well. It scared me seeing you get angry like that, and you saw that when you saw me crying. The things you said hurt me so much and I know you felt bad for saying what you said. I know you didn't mean it either, people say things they don't mean when they're angry. Even though you didn't say it, I know you wanted to take back what you said. You felt terrible, I saw it. And when you saw me crying all you did was hold me and tell me that all you want to do is hold me and you were sorry. I tried so hard to act like I was okay but I can't hide it around you. You knew I was hurt. And you made it better. I don't know how you did it, but you did. You're definitely something special. You're not perfect, but you're perfect for me. You treat me like a princesses. You hold me and kiss me. You would do anything to make me smile. You're quite good at making me smile too. I've gotten so much closer to you than anyone ever before in such a short time. You open up to me so easily and you are so good at making me feel safe enough to open up to you. My feelings for you grew quite large in such a short time. Even though its only been a little over a month, I would truly be lost and upset if we broke up. I fell for you so much faster then anyone before. I don't know what it is about you. Like I said before, you're special. You're beyond amazing too. I'm crazy for you babe. ♥ 

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