So yesterday was the start of my no more being unhappy with myself life style. I'm going to try my hardest to accept me for the way I am now, and just love myself more the better I get. I'm going to work out as often as I can and I really need to work on eating healthier. I know I can do it, I just need to stay motivated.
I've also gotten to the point where I don't deal with people's bull shit anymore. Yes I miss him, but I don't deserve to be treated the way he's treating me. I don't really understand why he's treating me this way, but there's nothing I can do to change it. So I just deal with it. People are stupid. I probably care about him more than anyone else he knows, and he just keeps pushing me away. Oh well. I really need to move on with my life. I wish I could find someone I like that likes me back. I just want to find someone sooo bad! But I will be patient. I'm a good person (at least I think I am) and I will find someone soon enough. I want to get my ass in shape and go to the beach.
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