Logophilia.....

There's so much i could write about, but my mind always feels blank when i try to write. Throughout the whole day my mind is always going in a billion different directions. When i try to write, my mind draws a blank. This is something that really bothers me. I honestly can't think right now and i feel so empty. Two of my really good friends are drunk right now so i don't really have anyone to talk too. I can deal with that though. I don't know. I'm so lost and confused about everything. That's normal for teenagers though, right? I miss my friend so much. I messed things up so bad with him. Well he's my ex and he used to be my best friend, but now we don't talk. i absolutely hate it. I'm miserable because of it. I could tell you a lot more about the situation, but talking about it will just make me feel worse. Maybe i will another time. I'm to caring of a person sometimes. Oh well. My mind feels so fucked right now haha.

                  I want sooooo badly!!! :)