sucka free

Today sucked. I ran into my ex the refuses to talk to me for reasons i don't know. I saw him in a store at the mall. I didn't want to seem like a baby, so i stayed in there and just kept my distance from him. The next thing i know, he's standing outside of the store waiting for the person he was there with. Then, i turn around and he's right behind me. It was awkward as fuck. We sort of just looked at each other for five seconds, i smiled a little bit, and then he walked away. It was a very uncomfortable situation and pretty much ruined my somewhat okay day. I felt like i was going to throw up after that so i wanted to get home and i ended up getting pulled over for speeding. I was lucky i didn't get a ticket though. It really sucks that all of this happened today because i really had no one to talk to after it happened. My one friend was sleeping and didn't wake up to my texts. My other friend was in the Dells all day today and didn't have his phone on him. Now he had to turn his phone off because its dying. I want to shoot myself in the fucking face. My life sucks.