Smoke 'Em If Ya Got 'Em

I'm done. I quite. I don't know why I tried for so long to get my points across. You never got it before, why would you get anything I try telling you now. I tried for so long to help you, you never got it and you never cared. You didn't even see how hard I tried. Then I would say something to you about it, and you would say that you would try. You never tried. So I'm done. I'll be here for you when you need me and I'll help you only when you really need it. Even though helping you then wont matter either. I've spent way to many hours trying to think of ways to help you and make you happier. You're on your own with that now. You never ask me to hang out anymore. I'm always sitting around my house doing nothing, hoping that maybe you'll text me asking me to hang out. But you don't do that anymore. I try texting you and you just stop texting me out of no where. I understand you're busy sometimes. It's not hard to tell me that. I'm just going to stop texting you. I'm only going to text you when you text me. Watch how good you are at losing the ones that care about you most. I've lost people that meant the world to me before, you wouldn't be the first.  I'm a big girl now, I can deal with losing people. It's part of life, I accept it. Don't think I want this, because I don't. I just see it coming.