I've fallen out of favour, And I've fallen from grace, Fallen out of trees, And I've fallen on my face, Fallen out of taxis, Out of windows too, Fell in your opinion, When I fell in love with you.

Probably one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard in my life.

You say you're still the guy I know but to me it doesn't seem like it. Maybe it's because I never see you and barely talk to you, but I feel like I don't know you anymore. I wish that would change. I wanted to hang out with you too. I tried making plans with you for two weeks straight and I'm pretty sure you never texted me back. So after those two weeks I gave up trying to make plans. Now I have basketball and my parents never let me do anything so it's hard for my to hang out. I miss talking to you too, but I don't know what to talk to you about. I've changed a lot and I'm trying to work on being as positive as I can all the time, and you are still going through your negative phase. I mean you're not always like that but it's hard because I'm not good around negativity. I wish you would talk to me about whatever your problem is. Remember when we were able to tell each other everything? Ya I barely remember it too. jk. My life wouldn't be any better without you. Stop thinking that. I miss you. I miss my best friend. When I told you I wanted you to be in my life my whole life, I meant it! I'm not going to lie, I do get annoyed sometimes. I get annoyed because you're really stupid sometimes. You're still going to be my best friend regardless though. Besides that I love you and I miss you. You can talk to me about these things. I wish you would. But I guess things have changed.